People change and sometimes we look back and can't even remember what it was that changed us or, when that change even happened. As we age we experience many things and interact with many people in our lives. Everything we encounter and experience helps shape us -not necessarily physically- but mentally and often times, unknowingly. … Continue reading A Long Look In The Mirror: Changing For The Better
Today an old friend messaged me and asked how I was. Boy did that open up a can of emotions. So recently I just went through a break-up. My ex lacked emotions and the ability to be romantic and lacked passion and the ability to hold any type of deep or meaningful conversations. He is … Continue reading Why I Fight Depression.
Hey guys, I know I am really bad at keeping up with my blog but let me tell you, you are definitely reading a procrastinators blog. I write in a journal at least every other day with the thought of "I will have to write this in my blog later" and it never gets done. … Continue reading My First Love – The Beginning
So I know I haven't been on my blog in quite the while guys and I am so sorry! I have a new job now and have been dealing with an episode of depression I am trying to shake off. (Easier said than done!) Anyway!! I don't really want to talk about my depression right … Continue reading A Novel??
Okay, so I scroll Facebook, Instagram and all that and every now and then I will stumble across something that jumps at my attention and I instantly become not only a tad annoyed but self conscious and irritated. I don't know why I get this way but a lot of it I feel has to … Continue reading Jealousy feels ugly and my mind won’t shut up!
Okay so I am writing this one right after waking up. It's 7:01 in the morning. (And this is supposed to be my day off where I can sleep in.) This one wasn't even related to the last. Nothing to do with my boyfriend cheating or him at all. He wasn't even there. I had … Continue reading ANOTHER nightmare!
I literally just woke up to a nightmare guys. It is 4:58 in the morning and im sitting on my couch crying as soft as I can so I don't wake up my boyfriend. I really don't want him to see how broken I am.. I just want to keep it that way. I know … Continue reading Worst nightmares waking me up in the middle of the night.
So, it's been a while since I made an entry. I have had moments in thought where I wanted to jot down my thoughts or feelings but I never have the motivation to sit down and do it. Instead I just sit there and think, dwelling in my thoughts. I've noticed something has been slowly … Continue reading Oh great.. my depression is back..
So one thing that has been pulling at me lately this past week is how much I don't get to see my boyfriend. I know we try our best but with him working nights and me during the day I am beginning to feel lonely. I don't want you guys to think I can't handle … Continue reading Being Needy..
Here's a bit about what I have been through. This isn't everything I've encountered although it will give you a good idea of what type of situations I've pulled through. There comes a time in every individual's life where they sit down with themselves, really take a long look in the mirror and … Continue reading I’ve come a long way..