Today an old friend messaged me and asked how I was. Boy did that open up a can of emotions. So recently I just went through a break-up. My ex lacked emotions and the ability to be romantic and lacked passion and the ability to hold any type of deep or meaningful conversations. He is … Continue reading Why I Fight Depression.
Hey guys, I know I am really bad at keeping up with my blog but let me tell you, you are definitely reading a procrastinators blog. I write in a journal at least every other day with the thought of "I will have to write this in my blog later" and it never gets done. … Continue reading My First Love – The Beginning
So I know I haven't been on my blog in quite the while guys and I am so sorry! I have a new job now and have been dealing with an episode of depression I am trying to shake off. (Easier said than done!) Anyway!! I don't really want to talk about my depression right … Continue reading A Novel??
Okay, so I scroll Facebook, Instagram and all that and every now and then I will stumble across something that jumps at my attention and I instantly become not only a tad annoyed but self conscious and irritated. I don't know why I get this way but a lot of it I feel has to … Continue reading Jealousy feels ugly and my mind won’t shut up!
Okay so I am writing this one right after waking up. It's 7:01 in the morning. (And this is supposed to be my day off where I can sleep in.) This one wasn't even related to the last. Nothing to do with my boyfriend cheating or him at all. He wasn't even there. I had … Continue reading ANOTHER nightmare!
I literally just woke up to a nightmare guys. It is 4:58 in the morning and im sitting on my couch crying as soft as I can so I don't wake up my boyfriend. I really don't want him to see how broken I am.. I just want to keep it that way. I know … Continue reading Worst nightmares waking me up in the middle of the night.
So, it's been a while since I made an entry. I have had moments in thought where I wanted to jot down my thoughts or feelings but I never have the motivation to sit down and do it. Instead I just sit there and think, dwelling in my thoughts. I've noticed something has been slowly … Continue reading Oh great.. my depression is back..
So one thing that has been pulling at me lately this past week is how much I don't get to see my boyfriend. I know we try our best but with him working nights and me during the day I am beginning to feel lonely. I don't want you guys to think I can't handle … Continue reading Being Needy..
Here's a bit about what I have been through. This isn't everything I've encountered although it will give you a good idea of what type of situations I've pulled through. There comes a time in every individual's life where they sit down with themselves, really take a long look in the mirror and … Continue reading I’ve come a long way..